Days and Nights
Okay so, I don't post often but, never before at 5A.M.!!!! I have been up since about 3:30, I can't sleep. The hubby and I have split and the boys and I have a new place to live. I finally had enough of being married to a drunk and got out. The boys and I have a little three bedroom trailer about four blocks from our old house. I got things switched over to the new place, electric and water all that good stuff. We have been here for three almost four days and I am not sleeping for squat. Now, during the day I can nap but, I am thinking I need to take a xanax before bed. Tonight I will. Everyone I know has been more than helpful and very supportive of this change. Some people have even said it was about time I came to my senses. I still love Bill just can't deal with the drinking, it seems to get worse every night. Of course he says he will never drink again and promises to be good and all. I would need to see some professional help and at least a year of sobriety to believe it.
On top of having my life get all topsy-turvy I have a full blown sinus infection. Yeah Me!!!! I can't smell, breathe or anything else through my nose. I tried my sinus rinse stuff and couldn't even get anyhting in or out. My sinuses are fort knox, locked up tight! I am thinking a trip to the Dr. is in order, maybe on Monday.
The boys are doing well and seem to be pretty relaxed and okay with it all. Having dad drunk is not very fun and things are on a almost even keel here at the new place. Ana brought pizza down from Limon yesterday, it was nice. Everyone is doing pretty good, well, everyone but Bill.
Bill is kicking himself and wondering where it all went wrong. I can tell him, everytime he got drunker than the night before.
So, here we are in our little trailer, I will take some pictures today and try and get them posted on flickr. Love and Peace.
On top of having my life get all topsy-turvy I have a full blown sinus infection. Yeah Me!!!! I can't smell, breathe or anything else through my nose. I tried my sinus rinse stuff and couldn't even get anyhting in or out. My sinuses are fort knox, locked up tight! I am thinking a trip to the Dr. is in order, maybe on Monday.
The boys are doing well and seem to be pretty relaxed and okay with it all. Having dad drunk is not very fun and things are on a almost even keel here at the new place. Ana brought pizza down from Limon yesterday, it was nice. Everyone is doing pretty good, well, everyone but Bill.
Bill is kicking himself and wondering where it all went wrong. I can tell him, everytime he got drunker than the night before.
So, here we are in our little trailer, I will take some pictures today and try and get them posted on flickr. Love and Peace.
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